Matt "Fucking" Randall ([info]nosawa) wrote,

make or break

was mike's bday was fun..
i brought "gay" Ryan with me.
me,mike and some other dude were
the only ones not drinking.
im happy i made a good choice and life
and don't drink or do drugs anymore. shits lame
and makes people do dumb things and have fake sence
of happiness. rather have real sarrow then something
fake..Me and Ryan(Savannah,CJS)
had a blast haha i love hanging out with him
he is fastly becoming one of my
best friends. tonight was crazy, but i'd rather
not go into it all to much typing.
i dont wanna sleep alone but what ever
shit happens.

"your going to hell if your not posi" - mike

"Satan's Posi! he just doesn't
like you so your going to hell,seeya guys later" - me

"whos having a 3some?" - megan

"Im tryin to get with matt already" - Ryan

hahahah good times!

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[info]misteranorexia

July 17 2005, 16:20:19 UTC 6 years ago

people dont drink to seek "happiness", i dont know why people drink, but honestly it does make some people more sensible on whats going on in their life. too be more sensitive and to feel less shame in what they do. to control that is another different story. honestly i just think people drink to be in a different state of mind and generally alcohol does numb certain feelings. but it can also bring out other feelings too. you tend to say a lot of things you wouldnt normally when sober in fear of rejection or whatever it may be thats holding you back. thats when the numbness of certain feelings take into consideration. it can also make people say things that they dont mean. that also is another effect of the numbness of feelings. the feeling of being careless.

but no that doesnt mean drinking is right/wrong. everyone is different and yes certain people shouldnt drink. but those than can be sane and rational, sure why not? open up a can.

[info]nosawa

July 18 2005, 00:39:01 UTC 6 years ago

:P points well noted, but i'v seen to much negitive stuff
come from it so i'll pass on opening a can


<3's

[info]dude_ill_cut_u

July 17 2005, 18:16:56 UTC 6 years ago

"i dont wanna sleep alone but what ever
shit happens."
me either.. shit happens

[info]lolz_its_jen

July 17 2005, 22:44:54 UTC 6 years ago

last night was wild.
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